Thursday, April 12, 2007

I AM ALIVE. . . . I think?

Here is the truth about babies (I have seen these before, just thought fun on here)











This one is for all you whiny bitches about me not posting. I will drop a bomb on you.


I barely spend enough time doing my homework. What makes you bitches think I have time to post? I never again want to hear a blogger say "I work so hard." Its a lie. You have time to post, you are not working hard enough :)------- (face with long tounge).

Okay I am just kidding. The truth is I am lazy and just haven't posted. My life right now consists of staying sane these next three weeks. Here are some pictures of Crazy (no mine is not yet included)


Careful or I will hire him to cut you knees. I wonder if his mom played with knifes and if that is what made his arms so short in the first place.




There. Done. See ya in a few more months.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

More about ME!

So this is part to of A Little About ME. This is a bit more of the not so good things. Be assured though a Scorpio who is self aware and self analytical easily avoids many of these downfalls and only harness the greatness of the Scorpio. Those scorpios who are not; and there are many; have a tendacy to destroy things around them. For a Scorpio there really is no middle. Either they harness all that is good or exacurbate the downfalls.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. (I would just like to say this only implies to those Scorpios whom are not self-aware. For those of us who are we understand this awful side and do our best not to hurt others). They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.( Good thing the friends I have now continue to prove usefull huh?)

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal. Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies. (I found the middle. I am the genius).

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy. (Hmm Acupuncture, Herbal Medicine, Reiki, and Chiropractics. Fits well.)

Only one installment remains: The SEXUAL poweress that comes with being a Scorpio. Stay tuned.

Friday, December 1, 2006

Stranger than Fiction BETTER than Fiction

I have been given a nice swift kick in the butt today and it comes from a very unlikely source.




I entered the movie expecting to see a mediocre comedy with a clever plot. I left examining my own life, and ready to make some changes. The previews draw you in with the comedy of Will Ferrell, and the movie delivers that and more. I don't want to ruin the movie for anyone going to watch it, but just expect more then funny. I highly recommend going to see the movie. I realize it maybe on most peoples to rent list, however, it needs to be on the "must go see."

After returning home I sat down to watch Ellen. While Ellen is usually full of celebrities interviews and the occasional nobody coming on to speak of something great they did, today was no difference except for The Secret. She had on two guys that have done great research on the power of the mind. They instantly caught my attention when they started talking of things being nothing more then energy vibrations, including ourselves. This vibration is controlled by our brains. The things we choose to think about attract like things by causing our cells to vibrate at the same level (like attracts like). I have always been a believer of the mind being able to attract bad and good. People who always think of bad things seem to have bad things happen and those who choose to think happy thoughts tend to be happy. It was also pointed out that the world conditions our minds to see certain things, and it takes a simple change to see the same things very differently.

An example was used. Look at the FedEx symbol. Its quite common and most could describe it to you. Now how many have seen the arrow? Look again at the symbol. I did as everyone else did and didn't see no arrow. Now I can't look at the logo without seeing the arrow. Look between the E and X. You wont be able to look at it again without seeing the arrow. Simply pointing out something new to the mind has taught the mind to see it in that way.

I will soon be purchasing The Secret on DVD and then buying the book. You too can go to the official website http://thesecret.tv/ and watch the trailer. If you wish you can watch the movie online for $5 and then if you chose to buy the DVD they will give you $5 off. I will let you all know if its worth it or not.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Scotch NOT for Scott!!

We all know that sometimes drunken decisions are not the best. They are even worse when the decision involves ingesting more alcohol. How could I say no when the pretty lady offered me a free drink. I had never had scotch and I figured why not try it. Pretty ladies should not give Scott scotch (It may seem I just referred to myself in the third person, but Scotch Scott is a person. A person who is very lucky friends where around to keep his mouth from getting me in trouble).
As you know, I truly believe one should never have to keep their feelings and beliefs a secret because of others. Sharing freely is not always easy, and mostly our own faults. We chose not to share because of many reason. There are many times I wish I had spoken up. Many times I wish I hadn't just kept my mouth shut while someone spewed vile words, believing them to be the only truth. I think I found my elixir of talk (pictured to the left).

All was going very well. Jim, Craig, and I had our first drink early in the afternoon (nothing like bloody mary's with brunch). The drinking continued with a few of the best mojito's in Denver, and then on to the Martini Ranch. By then I should have stopped myself, but it was on to JR's. After downing two vodka drinks with some kind of mixer the pretty lady attacked with free scotch. One scotch martini (yes it comes as a martini) and sips of scotch on the rocks (only drink it on the rocks), I became Scotch Scott.

Before the scotch a good friend of mine decided to introduce me to new friends of his. Even in my drunk stupor I knew these were wonderful, beautiful people, but not meant to be his friend. They were taking him down. Slowly sucking him of all the great energy he had. Leaving him with very little. I saw our energy boost his, but it didn't take long for these people to suck him dry again. Now completely sober (well eggnog lattes with peppermint schnapps are good), I still feel this way. However, that night was not the time nor the place to express my opinion to a good friend. Scotch Scott didn't see it this way.

Suddenly, I knew everything and know one was immune to my judgement. The time and place was then, but thanks to my boyfriend and Jim it didn't happen. However, they had to take the blunt, unapologetic rants of Scotch Scott. To him it was wrong that he must stand there and just watch as his friend's energy was being sucked by those around him. To him it was his job to be the savior of all. To be the one to let those energy sucking bastards know that it wasn't okay. It's still not, but its still not time for my friend to hear it.

My very first post spoke of how we know longer need to keep quite. That things will only change if we speak up. I still believe this, but I also know their is a time and place. A bar and drunk is not the time and place. We all are guilty of feeding off others, at time, to gain energy, but these people were only feeding off him. My friends were right for helping to keep Scotch Scott quite. However, there are times friends will try to keep one quite when its not okay.

One must not only be willing to speak up, but they must be in tune with the universe to know when is appropriate. This complicates things greatly because those around us may not be so in tune at the time and try to stop us. At a bar drunk truly is not the time, and I know this. I do know now I am not willing to to be quite when other's tell me. Scotch Scott did teach me that I have strong feelings and I truly do trust in those feelings. Now I must just listen to myself and the world to know when and where its appropriate to share.







Tuesday, November 21, 2006

A Little About Me

Traditional traits of a Scorpio
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic

On the dark side....
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

For now this is really all that must be known. I just assure you, this Scorpio exists for great good.

Friday, November 17, 2006

The Striken Must Vent

Yes, it is true. I have evolved to the world of the blog. Scorpio scorned? Well every day I awake to a world that is ran by conformity. A world with beliefs and ideals I can fit into, but feel like a sell out when I do. Those closes to me understand, but we are the minority (no its not a gay thing). I feel us become more and more isolated as we find comfort in those that think and feel as we do.

This is exactly the opposite of what we should be doing. We KNOW and feel things about the world around us which others need to hear. If one opens up they would be amazed at the true number of people who think and feel the same way. I speak from experience. I just thought I was a crazy 22 (soon to be 23) year old. Who am I to think I know more about the world then those who have lived in it longer? I have cautiously open up to those closes to me. The surpise has not come from the friends I knew would understand my philosphy, but from the biggest skeptics. At first they listen to amuse, but I can see the moment I say something that rings true. Something that makes them truly begin to listen and attempt to understand.

However, we are silenced by the comfort found in conformity. At one time it was acceptable to pull out a cigarrette and light up anywhere. For years people felt that was wrong, but do to the prevalance they were afraid to speak up. Now we are seeing a change that has fought the norm and completely changed it. Now those who chose to pollute their bodies are the "uncool."

Still with this slowly changing acceptance I feel this overwhelming pressure to keep silent. I can only tell the same people so many times about my beliefs. I need a place to vent. I know few may read this, but knowing there is a chance for many eases some of the pressure. So please enjoy the "Rants of a Scorpio Scorned."